With a breaking heart the decision was made today - I visited with the vet Kate, who has treated our girls since their very first days with us. I simply couldn't put into words to her just how I felt life was like for our wee Jessie so I just had her read my post from 1st August. I watched with tears in my eyes as she read - I could have recited those words to her, I have read them so often over the past week. She gently said that she had to agree the time was right.....if life is causing Jessie distress, it is not life, and that I had made the right decision.
I thanked her! Somehow it helped to hear her say that she agreed and I could rest in the knowledge that I was not depriving Jessie of some precious days with us.
We now know the details of my darling Jessie's last day with us ...... it doesn't make it easier ....... it doesn't make it harder ...... it just makes it certain.
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